I Lost Him. My Dad. It Really Broke Me

I lost him. My dad. It really broke me. I went to his beach house to distract myself. There, my dad’s neighbor greeted me. But God… this man knew ALL my allergies, which flowers I love, what I don’t eat—EVERYTHING! That wasn’t the worst. The next day, I woke up and saw THIS at my place. Nick… he left it there. HE BROKE INTO MY HOUSE WHILE I WAS SLEEPING! I grabbed my things and ran away ASAP. Suddenly, I heard rustling and footsteps behind. They were getting faster. I saw a silhouette in the bushes—it was HIM! I could hear his breathing. I screamed, until he covered my mouth, saying: “QUIET! Didn’t your dad ever tell you that I’m…”

My heart was racing. I thought I was going to pass out. His hand on my mouth was firm, cold, and strangely gentle, as if he wasn’t trying to hurt me—just stop me from screaming. I tried to twist away, but he only tightened his grip.

“Don’t you dare scream again,” Nick whispered, his voice low and steady. “You don’t want the whole neighborhood to know what I’ve done.”

His words made my skin crawl, but a strange sense of confusion bubbled up inside me. I could barely focus. What was happening? How did he know all this about me? I didn’t even know him that well, yet it seemed like he knew every single detail of my life. Every fear, every tiny detail.

“Let go of me!” I managed to gasp, squirming under his grip. He pulled his hand away slightly but stayed close enough that I could feel his breath against my neck. My pulse thudded in my ears.

“I’ve been trying to protect you, but you wouldn’t listen,” he murmured, his words hanging heavy in the air.

“Protect me from what?” I demanded, my voice shaky, but now full of anger. “Who are you, really? You’re just my dad’s neighbor!”

Nick’s lips twitched into a half-smile. “No, sweetie. I’m much more than that. You should have known. Your father tried to keep you safe, but you always thought he was just being paranoid.”

I was taken aback. “What do you mean? My father wasn’t paranoid! He—”

“Your father had enemies,” Nick interrupted. “And when you lost him, those enemies didn’t just disappear. You don’t know what you’re dealing with, not really. Not like I do.”

My head spun. Enemies? What kind of enemies? My dad? The man who loved me, protected me, and taught me everything I knew? How could he possibly have enemies?

Before I could ask more questions, Nick gently nudged me towards his car. “Come with me. I’ll explain everything. But right now, we need to get out of here.”

I stood frozen for a second, my mind racing, my body tense. Everything felt like it was happening so fast. But something inside me told me to trust him, even though everything about this situation screamed danger. I nodded slowly, unsure of where my legs were even carrying me. I needed answers.

We drove in silence, the engine of Nick’s old truck humming in the background as I tried to piece together the fragments of information that had been thrown at me. My dad had enemies? Why didn’t he tell me about this? Why didn’t he warn me?

When we finally arrived at the house where Nick had brought me, it was dark and secluded. The house was old, with an eerie, almost abandoned feel. I followed Nick inside, my heart still pounding in my chest.

Inside, he led me to a dimly lit study. The walls were lined with old books and photographs of people I didn’t recognize. A large desk sat in the middle of the room, cluttered with papers and old files.

Nick took a seat behind the desk and motioned for me to sit across from him. His eyes never left mine, and I could feel the weight of his gaze. “You need to understand, everything your father did was to protect you,” he said, his voice calm, but full of urgency. “The people who wanted him gone? They’ll come for you next.”

I swallowed hard, the words sinking into my chest like cold stones. “What do you mean? Who are they?”

Nick leaned forward, his fingers brushing against a stack of papers on the desk. “I don’t have all the answers yet, but your father was involved in something big. Something dangerous. And now, they’ll do anything to get what they want.”

My mind was reeling. My dad, a man who always seemed to have everything under control, was tangled up in something dark? This didn’t make sense. I could feel my breath quicken as fear crept up my spine.

“I don’t understand,” I whispered. “Why didn’t he tell me?”

Nick’s expression softened, a trace of sadness crossing his face. “He didn’t want you involved. He wanted to keep you safe. He thought that if you stayed away from all of this, you’d be okay. But now… now it’s too late.”

Suddenly, everything fell into place. The strange behaviors, the oddities in my dad’s life that never seemed to make sense. It all pointed to one thing: my dad had been hiding a dark secret from me.

I had been so wrapped up in my own grief and anger over his death that I never saw the bigger picture. He had always been protecting me, even from things I couldn’t understand.

Nick stood up abruptly, snapping me out of my thoughts. “We have to move, now.”

I didn’t ask questions. I followed him out of the room, my legs trembling beneath me. What had I gotten myself into? What was I about to uncover?

We made our way out of the house and into Nick’s truck again. I felt the weight of the unknown pressing down on me.

“Where are we going?” I asked.

Nick’s grip tightened on the steering wheel, his knuckles white. “To my safe house. It’s the only place we can lay low for now.”

I didn’t know whether to feel relieved or terrified. I had no idea what was coming next, but I knew one thing for sure: my life had changed forever. And no matter how much I wanted to go back to the way things were, I couldn’t.

The drive was long and silent, the only sound the hum of the engine and my own thoughts. I kept thinking about my dad—about everything he had kept from me. The thought of him being involved in something so dark, so dangerous, was almost too much to bear.

When we finally arrived at the safe house, I felt a mix of relief and unease. The house was small but sturdy, nestled in the middle of nowhere. Nick led me inside, where the walls were bare except for a few pieces of furniture. It was sparsely furnished, but there was a sense of calm in the air.

Nick motioned for me to sit down. “You’re safe here for now. But you need to understand, there’s more to all of this than just your father’s death. There’s a reason they’re after you.”

“Who are ‘they’? And why me?” I asked, my voice trembling.

Nick hesitated for a moment, then leaned forward. “It’s about the file. Your father hid something, something important, and he made sure only a few people knew about it. When he died, those people thought they could just pick up where he left off. But they didn’t count on me—or on you.”

I froze. A file? My dad had hidden something, something that was valuable enough to kill for?

I had so many questions, but no answers. But there was one thing I knew for sure: I wasn’t just grieving anymore. I was part of something much bigger, something I didn’t fully understand yet, but I was going to find out.

Days passed, and the pieces of the puzzle started to fall into place. Nick kept me hidden, moving me from place to place, never staying in one spot for too long. I kept hearing rumors of strange people looking for something, asking questions about my dad. But no one knew exactly what it was.

It wasn’t until one fateful night, when I was going through some of my dad’s old papers in a locked box, that I found it. The file. It was thin, faded with age, but its contents were more than I could have ever imagined. Inside, there were names—names of people involved in dangerous operations, black-market dealings, and something my dad had uncovered that could shake the entire world.

The final piece fell into place. Nick wasn’t just protecting me. He had been working with my dad all along. The file wasn’t just about saving lives—it was about ensuring that the world never found out what my dad had uncovered.

Nick came to me that night, his face grim. “You know now, don’t you?”

I nodded. “I do. And I can’t just let it go. I need to finish what he started.”

Nick smiled slightly. “I knew you’d say that.”

From that moment, everything changed. I wasn’t just a grieving daughter anymore. I was a part of something bigger, something that mattered. The fight my dad had started wasn’t over. And I was ready to finish it—for him, for me, and for the world that didn’t even know it was in danger.

Life doesn’t always work out the way we expect. But sometimes, the hardest things we face lead us to uncover parts of ourselves we never knew existed. In the end, we all have choices—about how we deal with loss, with fear, and with the unknown.

I was scared. But I wasn’t going to back down. My dad had taught me that. And now, I was going to finish what he started.

Sometimes, the only way to heal is to confront the darkness head-on.