The first thing I noticed was the limp. Not dramatic, just… deliberate. Like he was negotiating every step.
Arman didn’t tell us much from overseas, just short voice notes when he could. So when the army flew him back early, we rushed to set up the guest room and borrowed a wheelchair from the mosque. But when he got off the plane, he waved it off—said he’d rather walk.
Only later did we learn why.
He wore the same worn-out sneaker on his left foot every day, even to my cousin’s engagement. No sock. No variation. Just that one shoe, always half a size too big and laced loose like it was temporary.
I asked once. He grunted. My sister asked again. He snapped.
Then one night I walked past his room and saw it off.
Not the shoe. The foot.
His lower leg ended in a raw, glossy curve that looked half alien, half fragile. The prosthetic lay on the floor nearby, straps dangling. He was massaging what was left like it still ached.
He didn’t hear me—until my phone buzzed.
His head jerked up.
And the look he gave me… not embarrassment. Not shame.
Fury.
Like I’d just kicked open a door he’d nailed shut.
He stood up—no sock, no shoe—and said: “Don’t tell Mom.”
Then he walked toward me with his prosthetic in hand, and I backed into the hallway, and he said—
“I’m not ready for her to see me like this.”
I nodded, my heart stuck somewhere between my chest and throat. He looked at me for a second longer, then closed his door gently. Not slamming it. That was worse.
The next morning, he acted like nothing happened. Ate toast. Made fun of Abba’s chai being too sweet. Even asked if the cricket game was still on Sunday.
But I couldn’t unsee it.
The thing is, Arman was always the strong one. Not just physically—though yeah, he was built like a tree trunk even in high school—but emotionally too. When our father had a stroke two years ago, Arman managed the hospital bills from his deployment. When Mom had her little meltdown after the funeral, Arman was the one who flew home without asking.
So to see him hiding? To see him broken in a way he didn’t want anyone to notice? It twisted something in me.
Days went by. He stayed in his room mostly, said he was “adjusting.” The army had set him up with counseling and therapy, but I could tell he wasn’t going. His phone buzzed nonstop—officers checking in, maybe friends—but he ignored most of it.
One evening, I knocked. No answer. I opened the door anyway. He was sitting on the floor, cross-legged, wearing both prosthetic and shoe this time—but he wasn’t doing anything. Just staring at the wall like he was watching a movie no one else could see.
I sat down beside him. After a long silence, I asked, “You still talk to Yusuf?”
He blinked like I’d pulled him out of a trance. Then shook his head. “Nah. He’s in Germany now. Got discharged too.”
“You ever think about reaching out?”
He sighed. “What’s the point? We don’t talk about real stuff. Just surface crap.”
I paused. Then, before I could stop myself, said, “What if I took you somewhere this weekend?”
He looked suspicious. “Like where?”
“Just… somewhere outside. Not far. Fresh air.”
He gave a dry laugh. “What are you, my therapist?”
“No,” I said. “Just your annoying sister.”
We went to the lake two days later. The one near our old high school, where he used to sneak out to fish and I used to pretend I didn’t care he never invited me. It was a quiet spot—no crowds, no noise. Just the sound of water slapping gently against the rocks.
He sat on the bench and took off the prosthetic slowly, like he was easing it away from a sore tooth. I didn’t stare. I just sat beside him, letting the silence do its job.
Then, out of nowhere, he said, “It was a roadside IED. They said it was just trash. But I stepped on it.”
I swallowed hard.
He kept going. “I don’t remember much after the blast. Just waking up in Germany with this,” he motioned at his leg, “and a nurse telling me I was lucky to be alive.”
I didn’t say “you are.” It felt cheap. He already knew.
After a while, he said, “Sometimes I dream I still have it. The foot. I wake up feeling it move.”
“Phantom limb,” I said.
He gave me a sideways look. “You Googled that?”
“Maybe.”
For the first time in weeks, he smiled—just slightly. But it counted.
We started going to the lake more. Then the small café near the bus stop. Then the community center where a local vet group met every Thursday. He never went inside, but he’d wait outside while I got tea.
Then one Thursday, I came out, and he was inside. Talking to an older guy missing both arms. They were laughing about something. I didn’t ask what.
Over time, the sneaker started to disappear. Not all at once. But some days, he’d wear jeans that didn’t cover the prosthetic. Other days, he wore sandals with it. He even stopped flinching when little kids stared.
One afternoon, Mom finally saw it.
She was folding laundry when Arman walked in, prosthetic uncovered, no sock, no shame. She looked up, startled. He froze for a second, like he forgot.
Then she crossed the room and touched the metal like it was his skin.
She kissed his knee, just above where the real leg ended. No words. Just that.
That night, he cried. First time I ever saw him do it.
Months passed. He enrolled in a local uni course—mechanical engineering, of course. Said he wanted to help design better prosthetics one day.
One day, we were at the store, and a kid with bright red glasses pointed at Arman’s leg and whispered, “Robot foot!”
Arman grinned and said, “Yup. Makes me run faster.”
The kid beamed. His mom mouthed “thank you.”
Then came the twist.
A local journalist from our town’s paper reached out. She was writing a piece on veterans re-entering civilian life. Someone from the community center gave her Arman’s name. At first, he said no.
But after some thought, he said yes.
The article ran the next week with a photo: Arman sitting on the lake bench, prosthetic front and center, hands folded in his lap. The title read: “Stronger Than Steel.”
He got messages from people all over—other veterans, young amputees, even a single mom whose son lost his leg in a biking accident. They all said the same thing: Thank you for showing us it’s okay.
Then, out of nowhere, he got an offer from a nonprofit that specialized in adaptive tech. They wanted him to consult. He thought it was a scam. But it wasn’t.
The catch? It was in Toronto.
He hesitated.
I reminded him what he told that kid: “Robot foot makes me run faster.”
So he went.
And here’s the kicker—six months after he moved, I got a letter from him. Not an email. A proper letter. Said he’d met someone. Her name was Shirin. She was an occupational therapist. She had a prosthetic arm from a car accident in high school.
They met at a clinic and fought over the last pack of lemon cookies.
He ended the letter with: “Turns out, life isn’t about what you lose. It’s about what you build after.”
I hung it on our fridge.
Last I heard, they’re engaged. Planning a small wedding next spring.
Sometimes I think back to that night I saw the foot. How he looked at me like I’d trespassed into a place I didn’t belong. But now I know—I did. And maybe he needed someone to do it.
To knock, and not run away when the door creaked open.
If you’ve got someone in your life hiding a pain like that—mental or physical—don’t force it. Just sit with them. Wait outside the room. Show up again. That’s the real help.
Arman taught me that.
And now?
Now he walks with pride. Still with a limp. But not with shame.
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