I went back to my job five weeks after having our son. Not because I needed to prove anything, but because life didn’t exactly hand me a choice. I adore my kid. I also value my career. The guilt trip started long before I stepped foot in the office.
One colleague gave me a look and said, “Already? That fast?”
A neighbor asked, “Who’s watching the baby now?”
My personal favorite?
“Well, you’re lucky your partner actually pitches in.”
My partner is solid. He changed diapers, soothed our son to sleep, and shared those brutal 2 a.m. feedings like any decent parent would.
But every time he took the baby out—whether to the store or daycare drop-off—people fawned over him like he was some kind of parenting superhero. “Look at that hands-on dad!” “Wow, it’s rare to see a dad so involved!” Once, he even scored a free latte just for giving me a break.
Meanwhile, I missed one single school meeting and suddenly I was the “disengaged mom.” Showed up at a work event and someone muttered, “Didn’t know moms actually travel for work.”
The last straw? A “friend” looked me dead in the eye and asked, “Aren’t you worried your baby won’t bond with you if you’re always working?”
I couldn’t believe it. Always working? I left the office at four most days, sprinted home, and often skipped lunch so I could log off earlier. I spent hours with my son every night and entire weekends glued to him. Yet somehow, I was the absentee mother, while my partner, who worked full-time too, was hailed as the poster dad.
The double standard stung. Not because I doubted my love for my son, but because it chipped away at my confidence. There were moments I lay awake at night staring at the ceiling, wondering if I was failing him.
One Saturday, I took our son to the park. He giggled on the swings while I pushed him gently, his tiny fists gripping the chains. A woman sitting on the next bench leaned over and asked, “Daddy giving you a break today?”
I froze for a second before answering, “No, I’m his mom. Just enjoying the park with him.”
She blinked, surprised, and quickly recovered. “Oh, wow, good for you! Most moms leave that stuff to the dads.”
It felt like she had kicked me in the stomach. Leave that stuff to the dads? Did she even hear herself?
I vented to my partner that night, pacing around our living room while he rocked the baby. He frowned and said, “You know what’s funny? When I drop him at daycare, half the time they tell me how amazing I am for being ‘so involved.’ I just… smile awkwardly. But it makes me uncomfortable too.”
That’s when it clicked. He wasn’t basking in the praise; he didn’t even want it. He was just as baffled as I was by the way people treated us differently.
The following week, something unexpected happened at daycare pickup. I usually handled it, but one afternoon I was caught up at work and my partner went instead. When I finally arrived a few minutes late, one of the staff smiled and said, “Your partner is just incredible. He’s such a natural. We wish more dads were like him.”
Before I could stop myself, I asked, “And do you ever say the same to moms?”
The woman’s smile faltered. “Well… we just assume moms do all this.”
That assumption burned me. But instead of lashing out, I took a deep breath and said quietly, “That’s the problem. We need to stop assuming. Moms get judged no matter what, and dads get applauded for the basics.”
Her cheeks flushed. She muttered something about not meaning it that way. Still, I walked out feeling like maybe I had planted a seed.
Over the next month, I noticed the cracks showing in other places too. At a family barbecue, my uncle clapped my partner on the back and said, “Man, you’re really stepping up. Diaper duty and all. That’s rare these days.”
I laughed bitterly. “Rare? He’s the father. Shouldn’t it be expected?”
My uncle shrugged, caught off guard, while my aunt chimed in softly, “She’s right. We shouldn’t act like men deserve trophies for parenting their own kids.”
That little moment gave me some hope. Maybe people could learn if they were actually called out.
Then came the twist I didn’t see coming. My partner got offered a temporary assignment out of state. It would mean being away three nights a week for two months. The old me would have panicked, thinking everyone would assume I couldn’t handle both work and the baby. But this time, I decided not to care what people thought.
He hesitated before accepting, saying, “I don’t want to dump everything on you.”
I smiled and told him, “You’re not dumping. We’re parents. Sometimes one of us carries more. I’ll be fine.”
When he left for that first trip, I held down the fort. I managed daycare, dinners, bath times, middle-of-the-night wakeups, and still showed up to work the next morning with my hair barely brushed. It was exhausting, sure, but also oddly empowering.
And you know what? Nobody praised me for “stepping up.” Not a single neighbor, coworker, or family member called me a superhero. They just assumed I was doing what moms are supposed to do.
But here’s the thing—I didn’t need the praise anymore. Because by then, I had realized something important. The applause my partner got wasn’t about him at all. It was about the low bar society sets for fathers and the impossible bar it sets for mothers.
Two weeks into his assignment, my son started saying “Mama” clearly. The way his little face lit up when he saw me walk through the daycare doors made every snide comment and every raised eyebrow melt away. I wasn’t disengaged. I wasn’t failing. My kid knew exactly who his mom was.
One night, while FaceTiming my partner, he said, “You know, it’s funny. People at work keep saying how hard it must be for you while I’m gone. They call you ‘super mom.’”
I laughed. “So let me get this straight. When you’re here, you’re the hero. When you’re gone, I’m the hero. Either way, nobody thinks we’re just… normal parents doing what we should.”
He grinned. “Guess we’re stuck being extraordinary.”
By the time his assignment ended, I had learned to tune out the noise. We were back to sharing baby duty equally, and yes, people still fawned over him when he carried the diaper bag. But it didn’t sting like before. Because I had stopped looking for validation outside and started trusting the bond I had with my son.
The real twist? That so-called “friend” who once asked if I was worried my baby wouldn’t bond with me ended up needing help months later. She had her second child, and her husband barely lifted a finger. She called me in tears, saying, “I don’t know how you managed working and a baby. I can’t even get him to change a diaper.”
I listened, and instead of rubbing it in, I told her gently, “Because parenting isn’t about one person carrying everything. It’s about partnership. And people need to stop handing out medals for the basics.”
That conversation shifted something in her. She pushed her husband to step up more, and for the first time, she admitted to me, “I get it now. You were never disengaged. You were just balancing more than most people realize.”
Looking back, I see the irony. Society tried to make me feel small for working, yet that same choice gave me resilience. It showed me that love isn’t measured in hours logged at home or who changes the most diapers. It’s measured in the little everyday bonds you build—bedtime giggles, morning snuggles, the way your child calls out for you when they’re scared.
The lesson? Don’t let other people’s outdated views write your story as a parent. You know your truth. If you’re showing up for your child in the ways that matter, they’ll feel it—no matter how many PTA meetings you miss or work trips you take.
So now, when someone gushes over my partner for “helping” with the baby, I smile and think, “Good. Let them clap. We’ll just keep raising our son together while the world catches up.”
And if you’ve ever felt the weight of those double standards, know this: you’re not alone, and you’re not failing. You’re rewriting the rules, one day at a time.
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