My mother put a $1,800 birthday deposit beside my newborn’s feeding cloth and asked for my checkbook. I told her NO.
We had $2,400 left for the mortgage and groceries while I stayed home with the baby.
The cold tea beside me had developed a thin skin.
I’d carried breakfast to the sink without rinsing the tray. That was as far as I’d got.
A day later, they came back.
Doug was collecting fabric for our upholstery shop, and Molly slept in the basket beside my chair.
Tracy pulled out the other chair. My mother, Barbara, kept her coat on.
“You left me hanging yesterday,” my sister said.
She set a folded sheet over the place where I’d meant to eat.
Her birthday would cost $4,800. She’d chosen the food before she’d asked anybody to help pay.
I’d offered to make cushion covers she could sell toward it. She’d sent me fabric samples for the party instead.
“The caterer needs the money,” she said.
“Then change the food.”
My mother slid the sugar bowl aside, making room for a checkbook I hadn’t agreed to fetch.
“You have the money sitting there,” she said.
I hadn’t told either of them what remained in our account. Doug and I had counted it at this table.
Tracy tapped the paper until the spoon in my saucer moved. Molly kept sleeping.
“I SAID I’D HELP,” I said. “I didn’t say I’d cover everything you booked.”
My sister pushed her chair back so hard it struck the cupboard, then stood between me and the kitchen doorway.
“It’s a deposit. You’ll get some back when people contribute.”
Barbara reached past my cup. I put my hand over the feeding cloth before she could lift it.
The checkbook was underneath, right where I’d left it after paying for fabric. She knew exactly where to look.
“Don’t start being difficult because you’ve had a baby,” she said. Her hand stayed on the edge of the table.
I moved my chair closer to Molly’s basket. My mother looked down at her, then across at Tracy, who stopped touching the paper.
Barbara pulled the basket’s carrying handle upright. The question she asked about Saturday made me understand they’d already discussed taking something besides our money.
The Basket Handle
“Where’s the portable cot? I’ll need it when Molly comes to mine on Saturday,” Barbara said.
“She isn’t coming to yours.”
“She can’t sleep through a party here, Karen.”
The basket stayed on its stand. I put my fingers around the handle beside hers, and she let go.
Tracy had booked the birthday meal for our house. My mother had offered to take Molly overnight so the kitchen and the room where we worked could be used for the gathering.
Molly was three days old.
I pulled the folded sheet toward me and opened it. Beneath the food choices, our address appeared beside the space for delivery instructions.
“The hall was too much,” Tracy said. “You know what they charge before you’ve even fed anybody.”
I kept the paper flat with my palm.
The delivery instructions said to use the side door. That door opened straight into the upholstery room, where a chair stood without its seat and fabric rolls leaned against the wall.
“The baby’s staying here,” I said.
“She’d be with me,” Barbara said. “You could have a proper evening. You could sit down with your sister for once.”
There wasn’t a place on the sheet for moving the sewing machine. There wasn’t a place for the fabric Doug was collecting, either.
The caterer needed room to set out dishes. Somebody had measured our workbench closely enough to give its length.
I had done that measurement. Tracy had asked about it while I was sorting offcuts for the cushion covers I’d offered to make.
She’d said she needed to know how much fabric I could lay out.
“The machines have covers,” Barbara said. “You put those on, and the room will look fine.”
I slid my thumb beneath the feeding cloth and drew the checkbook into my lap. My mother followed it with her face.
“Don’t put that away. We still need to sort the deposit.”
I tucked it into the pocket of my cardigan.
Tracy moved out of the doorway to let me reach the sink. I emptied the tea and filled the cup with water.
Neither of them moved toward the breakfast tray. They kept discussing where the serving dishes could go while I stood beside the plate I’d left there the day before.
“Doug needs the workbench,” I said.
“He can finish early,” Barbara said.
The sheet also gave an arrival time. It was early enough that we would lose the working afternoon before the gathering.
I carried my water back to the table. Tracy reached for the paper, and I kept it beneath my hand.
Who had told the caterer we were expecting them?
The Cream Squares
The cream samples had arrived while I was still working.
Tracy spread them across the bench while I pulled staples from a chair seat. Every time I reached for the pliers, she moved another square out of my way.
She was turning thirty-two. She wanted a meal with people sitting down together, and I had offered something I could make between customer orders.
There was a basket of remnants under the bench. Some pieces were large enough for cushion fronts. I had pointed it out and said she could choose what she liked.
“These are better,” she said, laying the cream fabric across a piece of blue cloth.
“For selling?”
“For the tables.”
I folded the samples and put them beside the machine. The customer chair still had staples along its back edge, and Doug needed the bench clear before he could cut the next seat.
“Leave them there,” I said. “I can’t do them today.”
Tracy kissed the top of my head on her way out. I kept working.
Those samples stayed beside the machine. I moved them to dust, then put them back. A corner of the largest one curled against the machine cover.
Beside them sat the envelope for my mother’s dining chairs.
Barbara had paid a $400 deposit. Another $500 would be due when the covers were finished. I’d already spent $180 on the material she chose and cut the seat pieces.
The pieces lay together under a cloth, with her name on the customer envelope. I had written down the deposit in the checkbook’s back pages because she’d given me cash.
There was a carbon duplicate of the receipt inside her envelope.
My mother liked being able to stop by and see her work in progress. She would come through the side door and stand beside the machine with a cup from our kitchen.
Sometimes she brought bread. Sometimes she picked loose threads from a finished seam and held them out for me to take.
I hadn’t minded the visits when they ended with her leaving the work where it was.
The kitchen had become our place for adding things up because the workbench was always covered. Doug would put the supplier bills beside the sugar bowl, and I would check what had cleared.
We had set aside the $2,400 before Molly came home. I had written the amount on the back of an envelope and put it under the checkbook.
We needed the remaining chair money. We also needed time to finish the chairs.
Barbara had been at our table while I sorted her fabric receipt. She knew where I kept the checkbook because I had never needed to hide it from her.
I went to the workroom doorway and took the cream samples from beside the machine.
Back in the kitchen, Tracy reached for them.
“Those will work, won’t they?”
My mother had given the caterer our address before she’d asked me for a check.
The Delivery Entrance
Barbara said she’d spoken to the caterer because Tracy was at work when the woman called.
“She needed an address. I gave her an address.”
“Did she ask whether I had agreed?”
“She was asking where to deliver the food.”
Tracy took her phone out and laid it beside the cost sheet. She opened the invitation she’d sent and pushed it toward me.
Our address sat beneath her name. There was a line asking guests to come through the side entrance.
I put the cream samples on top of the folded sheet.
“Send another one,” I said.
“I can’t keep changing it.”
“The address is wrong.”
“It’s your house.”
I moved her phone back across the table. She picked it up, but her thumbs stayed against its edges.
Barbara took off her coat. She folded it over the chair Tracy had pushed into the cupboard, then sat down.
“You haven’t eaten,” she said.
“The tray’s in the sink.”
She glanced at it and turned back to me.
“We can get something once we’ve settled this.”
Molly began making the small noises she made before waking. I lifted her from the basket and settled into my chair with the feeding cloth.
My mother moved the sugar bowl again. She put it back in the patch of table it had left behind.
Tracy scrolled through the invitation on her phone.
“I’ve already told people what to bring,” she said. “Some are bringing drinks. Some are putting money in.”
“Then ask them for the deposit.”
“That’s embarrassing.”
I pulled the cloth clear of Molly’s hand. She closed her fingers around its edge while I adjusted her.
Barbara leaned forward.
“Your sister can’t ring everybody and ask for money before they’ve even arrived.”
“She rang me.”
“You’re her sister.”
The food list took up most of the sheet. I folded that part underneath and left the address showing.
There was no booking for a hall hidden in the amount. The $1,800 was the first payment for food and hired dishes delivered here.
Tracy had used the word deposit as if it belonged to a room somebody else owned.
“Who was going to clear the shop?” I said.
“We’d all help,” she said.
“Doug has chairs in there.”
“They can go against the wall.”
Barbara reached for the samples and rubbed a corner between her fingers.
“You could have these sewn by then. Straight edges won’t take you long.”
I put my water farther from Molly and kept my hand around the cup.
The clock above the doorway made its ordinary click. Tracy’s phone lit up against the table, and she turned it over without opening the message.
“People have already said how lovely it is of you,” she said.
Barbara put the sample down.
“That wasn’t necessary, Tracy.”
My sister looked at her, then at me.
She’d already told everyone the party was my gift.
The Carbon Copy
I left Molly with Doug when he came back carrying the fabric.
He stopped inside the kitchen with the roll against his shoulder. Tracy lifted her phone off the table to make room for it.
“Don’t put it there,” Barbara said. “We’re talking.”
Doug leaned the roll against the wall and washed his hands. I passed him Molly and stood up.
He took my chair. He didn’t ask my mother to explain.
I went into the workroom and picked up her customer envelope. The cut pieces were beneath it, still pinned together at the corners.
When I returned, Barbara had the cost sheet in front of Doug.
“There’s been a misunderstanding,” she said. “We thought Karen would be pleased to have everyone here.”
I put her envelope beside the sheet.
“The caterer needs a different address,” I said.
Tracy kept her phone in her lap.
“Where am I supposed to put everybody?”
“I don’t have an address for you.”
Doug moved Molly against his shoulder. The heel of his hand supported her while she settled, and he looked down at the feeding cloth slipping toward the floor.
I picked it up and laid it over his arm.
Barbara opened her customer envelope.
“Why have you brought this out?”
“I need the table.”
“Then move it.”
I took the receipt from beneath her fingers and unfolded the carbon copy. The deposit amount showed through more clearly where I’d pressed hard with the pen.
My mother looked toward the shop doorway.
“You’re still doing my chairs.”
“I can finish the order we agreed.”
“Well, I should hope so.”
“Without the party tables.”
Tracy brought her phone up onto the table.
“You offered to sew.”
“Cushion covers. From the remnants.”
She pushed the cream samples toward me.
“I bought those because you said you’d help.”
“They’re samples.”
“The full length is coming.”
I left the squares where they were. I had no place to put another length of fabric, and I didn’t ask when it would arrive.
Barbara tapped her receipt.
“We’ve always given you work, Karen.”
“I’ve got your deposit here.”
“That’s not what I’m talking about.”
Doug shifted his chair away from the edge of the table. Molly’s basket stood between him and the cupboard, and he rested a foot beside its stand.
Tracy opened the invitation again.
“What am I meant to say?”
“That the party isn’t here.”
“They’ll ask.”
She held the phone toward Barbara, who didn’t take it.
The caterer’s number was on the folded sheet. I turned it so Tracy could read it and placed her phone beside the number.
She rubbed the side of her thumb along the edge of its case.
“I’ll sort it when I get home.”
Barbara began putting her receipt back into the envelope.
I kept my palm on the sheet.
“Use that number now,” I said.
The Customer Envelope
Tracy called with the phone against her ear.
“I need to change the delivery,” she said.
She listened, looked at Barbara, and stood up. This time she went to the window.
“The address I gave you isn’t available.”
Barbara pulled her coat from the chair and shook it out.
“That sounds awful,” she said to me. “You could have let her say it another way.”
I stayed at the table.
Tracy held a finger against her free ear. The tap had begun dripping, and she looked toward it until Doug reached across and turned it harder.
“I don’t have another address yet,” she said into the phone. “Can I call back?”
Barbara sat again with the coat over her lap.
“You know she’s been looking forward to this. She works all week. She doesn’t have much else going on, and you could have given her an evening.”
I took my water from the table.
“Nobody asked you to cook,” she said. “Nobody asked Doug to serve food. The caterer was doing it. I was taking Molly so you wouldn’t have to run upstairs every few minutes.”
“Molly’s staying here,” I said.
“Fine. Keep her here. We could put the cot in your bedroom. You’re making every part of it impossible.”
Tracy ended the call and put the phone into her pocket.
“She’ll wait for a different address. She isn’t sending anything here.”
Doug nodded and looked down at Molly.
Barbara turned toward Tracy.
“Did you ask about the money?”
“There’s nothing to pay yet.”
“Then we can still sort this out.”
I slid the cost sheet across the table. Tracy folded it and tucked it into her bag with the samples.
Barbara held her customer envelope against her coat.
“Take me off your work list,” she said.
I pulled the checkbook from my pocket.
“I’ll return the deposit.”
“You’ve already bought my material.”
“I know.”
“You’ve cut it, too. You showed me.”
I opened to a blank check.
Barbara watched my pen move.
“I didn’t come here to cancel the chairs. You’re the one making everything into a transaction. I was trying to arrange a family birthday, and now you’re writing me a refund.”
“Do you want the order finished?”
She pressed the envelope flat against her knee.
“Not with this hanging over it.”
I wrote $400.
The cut material would stay on my bench. The supplier hadn’t cut it to my pattern; I had. It had cost $180, and I would have to find another use for it.
The remaining $500 would no longer be coming in when the chairs were done.
Barbara stood before I had signed.
“You’ll tell people we marched in here demanding money.”
Tracy took her coat from her and held it open.
“Can we go?”
My mother put her arms through the sleeves. She left the customer envelope on the chair.
I put the refund where she’d wanted the party check.
The Breakfast Tray
Barbara took the check.
She slid it into her bag without folding it and went out through the side door. Tracy followed her, carrying the samples and the caterer’s sheet.
The door caught on the fabric roll Doug had left against the wall. Tracy pushed it farther open with her foot, moved the roll aside, and closed the door behind her.
Doug stayed in my chair with Molly.
“Do you want me to put the fabric away?” he said.
“In a minute.”
I picked up my mother’s customer envelope. Her name was still on the front, above the material number and the amount she’d paid.
I wrote the refund beside the deposit entry. I put the carbon copy back inside and took the envelope to the workroom.
The chair pieces lay where I’d left them. I removed the pins and stacked the pieces flat.
There was enough for small cushion fronts if I joined some of them. I put them in the remnant basket beneath the bench.
The cream samples had left pale rectangles in the dust beside the machine. I wiped that patch with the workroom cloth and replaced the machine cover.
Doug came to the doorway.
“I’ll finish the customer seats tomorrow,” he said.
I nodded. Those orders still needed doing, and their owners still expected calls.
He took the fabric roll from the kitchen and laid it on the cleared end of the bench. I moved the pliers out of his way.
Back at the table, the checkbook sat open beside the sugar bowl. I subtracted the refund from what we’d set aside.
We had $2,000 left for the mortgage and groceries.
I drew a line beneath the figure. The missing chair payment would have to wait for another order, and the material in the remnant basket had already been paid for.
There wasn’t anything else to move between columns.
Tracy sent the corrected invitation while Doug made toast. She sent me a copy without a message.
The gathering no longer had our address beneath it. The place was still to be decided.
I put the phone down and took Molly from Doug. He moved the basket beside my chair again.
My mother didn’t call about the refund. I put her envelope with the finished customer records, though nothing in it had been finished except the payment.
On Saturday, the side door stayed shut while I fed Molly. Doug worked at the machine for part of the afternoon, stopping when she needed settling and starting again when she slept.
I didn’t sew the table fabric.
The breakfast tray was still beside the sink when I went to make tea. I washed the plate, then ran water over the tray until the dried crumbs loosened.
I wiped it and set it upright to drain.
Doug brought Molly into the kitchen and waited while I cleared a place for my cup. The checkbook went into the cupboard with the household papers.
I put the feeding cloth beside my chair.
When the tray was dry, I slid it back into its place beside the cooker.
If you’re trying to say no with breakfast still in the sink, you can leave the tray a little longer.
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