Her bottom lip quivered like she was about to crack in two, and then she sobbed, “I want the other Mommy.” Just like that. As if I was the extra.
At first, I laughed. Confused, tired, maybe a little offended. “What do you mean, baby? I’m your only Mommy.” She shook her head hard enough to make her curls bounce. “No. The other one. The one with the green spoon.”
Green spoon.
I felt my stomach tighten. Her favorite spoon had gone missing over a month ago—thought it got tossed accidentally with takeout. But I didn’t say anything. Just knelt down beside her and asked where she saw this “other mommy.”
She looked me dead in the eyes. “When you go bye-bye. She plays the ‘fishy song’ and makes me noodles.”
I haven’t left her alone with anyone but my cousin Yelina, and even then, only twice. She doesn’t sing. And she hates cooking.
I texted Yelina. “You ever make her noodles or play a fishy song?” She just replied with a question mark.
So I did what any overly anxious mom would do. I checked the nanny cam. The one disguised as a picture frame in the playroom.
I scrubbed through a few days, then last week. Nothing weird. Then—
Yesterday. 2:07 p.m.
She’s on the floor. Alone. Talking to someone off-screen. Smiling. Holding something green.
Then, a voice.
Too clear to be imagined. Soft, sing-songy. Familiar.
I rewound. Froze the frame. And when I saw the sleeve, I dropped my phone—
Because that shirt… was mine. Not just the same shirt. My shirt. The navy one with bleach stains on the sleeve from the time I tried to deep-clean the bathroom grout. I’d thrown it out weeks ago. But there it was, on this “other mommy.”
I sat on the floor, stunned. My daughter had been speaking to… a woman wearing my clothes. In our home. While I was gone.
I pulled the footage up on my laptop and zoomed in. The camera angle didn’t catch her face fully—just her shoulder, her hand occasionally passing into frame as she handed my daughter what looked like… noodles. Steam curled off the bowl. Real food. Not imaginary.
I paused it and took a breath. Maybe I was having a breakdown. Maybe sleep deprivation had finally tipped me into full-blown psychosis.
But then I heard the “fishy song.” It was a lullaby I made up for my daughter when she was a baby. I’d never recorded it. Never sang it in front of anyone. The melody had no real words—just humming and fishy noises.
And yet this woman hummed it perfectly.
I slammed the laptop shut.
For the next few hours, I tried to think logically. I triple-checked all the windows. The locks. The front and back doors. Nothing broken, nothing tampered with. Every night before bed, I deadbolt everything. Always have.
So how?
I texted Yelina again, this time more urgently. “Can you please come over? I think someone’s been in the house.”
She was over in twenty minutes, half-pajamas, hair in a scarf. “What do you mean someone’s been in the house? Like a break-in?”
I shook my head and pulled up the footage. “Just watch.”
We watched it together. Her eyes got wider the longer it played. She grabbed my wrist. “Wait. That’s you. That’s your shirt. That’s your voice.”
“I know,” I whispered. “But it’s not me.”
For a moment, we just sat there in silence. Then she said, “You think maybe… this is, like, a ghost? Or a glitch in the camera?”
I laughed, but it was hollow. “A ghost that makes noodles?”
“Fair point,” she muttered.
I didn’t sleep that night. Every creak of the floorboards made me jump. My daughter slept fine, of course. Like she had nothing to fear.
The next day, I kept her home from daycare. Took a personal day from work. I needed answers.
While she played with blocks, I rewatched the footage again—this time with a notebook. I noted the exact time “the other mommy” arrived and left.
1:55 p.m. to 2:32 p.m.
Every day for three days in a row.
And always the same routine. She’d appear off-camera, wearing my old clothes, make noodles, hum the fishy song, talk to my daughter sweetly, then leave.
I set an alarm for the next day. 1:45 p.m. I was going to be waiting.
And I was.
I sat in the laundry room, door cracked open just enough to see the playroom. My daughter was busy with crayons. I’d told her Mommy was cleaning and not to be scared.
At exactly 1:55 p.m., the air changed.
I don’t know how to explain it except… the room felt heavier. Like a storm rolling in, but without sound. And then—I saw her.
She stepped into the playroom from the hallway, not from outside. Not through a door.
And it was me.
Same hair, same height, same everything—down to the scar on my chin from falling off a scooter when I was eight.
But her eyes… her eyes were softer. Like someone who hadn’t been tired for years. Like someone who’d known peace.
I stood there frozen. My heart was pounding so hard I thought she’d hear it. She knelt beside my daughter, who lit up instantly. “Hi, Mommy!”
I felt like I was in a dream.
The woman smiled. “Hey, my love. Want noodles?”
My daughter clapped.
I burst out of the laundry room. “Hey!”
She turned to look at me.
She didn’t seem surprised. Just… sad.
“I thought you might show up today,” she said softly.
“Who the hell are you?” I snapped. “How are you in my house? What is this?!”
She stood, keeping herself between me and my daughter. Protective. Motherly.
“I’m not here to hurt anyone,” she said. “I’m you. From another… place. Or time. I don’t fully understand it either. All I know is, I found a way back.”
“Back from where?” I asked.
“From the version of life where you never kept her.”
My knees buckled a little. “What?”
“You remember,” she said, voice gentle. “That week. When everything felt too heavy. When you thought—just for a second—that you couldn’t do it. That maybe… someone else should raise her.”
I covered my mouth. Tears sprang to my eyes. “But I didn’t. I chose her. I stayed.”
“I know,” she said. “But in my world, you didn’t. You gave her up. You walked away.”
I felt like I was going to be sick.
“I think some part of me—some desperate part—needed to see her. Just once. To hold her, even if only in a borrowed world.”
She looked down at my daughter, who was now holding her hand. “She is everything I thought she’d be. Kind. Bright. So full of light.”
I couldn’t speak.
“I never meant to scare you,” she said. “I didn’t even know it was real at first. The green spoon—it was something I kept. A memory. It became like a thread. A path.”
I stepped closer, unsure if I was comforting her or myself. “How long have you been doing this?”
“Three days,” she said. “But it felt like a lifetime.”
She gently let go of my daughter’s hand and stepped back.
“I can’t stay. It’s not my place. She’s yours. You chose her. That matters more than anything.”
Then she looked at me—really looked. “Thank you. For being strong when I wasn’t. For giving her the love I only dreamed about.”
The air shimmered again. Like heat above asphalt. And then—she was gone.
I collapsed onto the floor and pulled my daughter into my lap.
She looked up at me and said, “That Mommy is nice too. But I like this one better.”
I cried.
I cried because I was relieved. Because I was scared. Because some alternate version of myself had shown me just how fragile love can be—and how powerful a second chance really is.
The green spoon was still in her hand.
I kept it.
I didn’t tell anyone else. Not really. Yelina could tell something had shifted, but she didn’t press.
Life returned to normal, mostly. But I started seeing things differently. I stopped beating myself up for the days I felt tired or short-tempered or not “enough.”
Because I’d seen what “never trying” looked like.
And it made me want to try harder.
One afternoon, weeks later, my daughter brought me a picture she drew.
Two mommies.
One with stars on her dress.
The other with a crown.
“Who’s this one?” I asked, pointing to the crown.
She smiled. “The dream one. She said you’re my real Mommy. But she’ll always love us.”
I hung the picture on the fridge.
Maybe it was all some trick of the mind. Maybe a breakdown. A dream. A hallucination.
But maybe not.
Maybe there are parts of ourselves that linger in the cracks of time, in the what-ifs and almosts.
And maybe, just maybe, love is so powerful that even the lost versions of us find their way back—just to say goodbye.
If you’ve ever doubted yourself as a parent, as a partner, or even just as a person… remember: choosing to stay, choosing to love, even when it’s hard—that is where the real strength lies.
Have you ever had a moment where it felt like someone—or some version of yourself—was watching over you?
If this story touched you, share it with someone who needs a little reminder that they are enough. And don’t forget to like it if it made you think twice about the small, quiet choices we make every day.