Now We Are Free

At my husband’s funeral, a man with white hair came close to me and whispered:
— Now we are free.

It was the man I had loved when I was twenty, the one life had torn away from me…

The earth smelled of sorrow and dampness. Every handful of soil thrown onto the coffin lid echoed like a dull thud beneath my ribs.

Fifty years. An entire lifetime lived beside Dominic. A life built on quiet respect, on habits that, with time, turned into a gentle tenderness.

I wasn’t crying. The tears had already dried the night before, when I sat by his bedside holding his cold hand, listening as his breaths grew rarer until they stopped altogether.

Through the black veil I saw the pitiful faces of relatives and acquaintances. Empty words, formal embraces. My children, Cristian and Paula, held me by the arms, but I could barely feel their touch.

And then he appeared. Gray-haired, with deep lines at the corners of his eyes, yet standing with the same straight posture I remembered. He bent toward my ear, and his whisper — so familiar it hurt — pierced through the shroud of grief.

— Elena. Now we are free.

For a moment, I forgot to breathe. The scent of his cologne — sandalwood and a faint trace of pine forest — struck my temples.

In that fragrance everything blended together: daring, wound, past, and an untimely present. I lifted my gaze. Andreas. My Andreas.

His eyes met mine, blue-gray like the Atlantic in October. I wanted to speak, but my lips stayed closed, as if afraid that even one word might scatter this strange, impossible moment.

We hadn’t seen each other in over fifty years. Yet there he was, right in front of me, not just a ghost from memory, but real. Alive.

After the service, while guests made their way to the reception hall, I slipped away for air. I found Andreas waiting under the old oak tree near the cemetery gate.

We stood in silence for a while, watching the wind tug at the dying leaves. Finally, I asked, “Why did you come?”

He smiled gently. “Because I had to. I needed to see you. To say goodbye… and maybe hello.”

A million questions tangled in my chest. Why now? Why after all these years?

He seemed to sense my hesitation. “Can we talk somewhere? Not today, but soon. Just coffee. Nothing more if you don’t want it.”

I nodded, surprising even myself.

Three days later, I met him at a small café in Portland. I wore a soft gray sweater and no makeup. I didn’t feel like pretending to be anyone else.

He had already ordered coffee for both of us, just the way I used to like it. Cream, no sugar.

“You remembered,” I said.

“I never forgot,” he replied.

And then, slowly, the past began to unravel between us like an old, half-forgotten film reel.

We had met in 1971, both college seniors. I was studying English literature. He was a history major who loved poetry. We spent long weekends hiking, reading out loud to each other, planning futures that never came.

We were in love — hopelessly, ridiculously in love.

But my father disapproved. Andreas was from a working-class family. His dad was a mechanic. Mine, a respected judge in Maine’s political circles.

When I told my parents I wanted to marry Andreas, my mother cried, and my father gave me a cruel ultimatum: leave him or leave the family.

I was 20, terrified, and weak. I chose comfort, safety, and everything that looked good on paper.

I married Dominic, a kind and quiet man who came from the “right” family. He never mistreated me. He provided. We raised two good kids.

But I never truly loved him the way I had loved Andreas.

Sitting there across from Andreas, I felt the years collapse like dominoes.

“Why didn’t you try to find me?” I asked quietly.

He looked down at his hands. “I did. Once, about a year after you married Dominic. I wrote you a letter. I never got a reply.”

I swallowed hard. “I never got it.”

He sighed. “I figured maybe you’d moved on. I didn’t want to make life harder for you. So, I stayed away. I married too, years later. But it didn’t last.”

I reached across the table, placing my hand gently over his. “I wish I had been braver.”

“You were young. So was I. We did what we thought was right.”

For the next hour, we talked and laughed, cried a little too. I realized that, despite everything, we still spoke the same emotional language.

When we left the café, I didn’t want to say goodbye.

Neither did he.

That winter, we started meeting once a week. Sometimes for dinner, sometimes just a walk in the park. Nothing inappropriate, just two old friends finding their rhythm again.

Cristian and Paula noticed I was happier but didn’t ask much. I figured they thought I was slowly healing from losing Dominic.

Then one evening, as Andreas walked me to my car, I leaned in and kissed his cheek. He turned, and for the first time in over fifty years, our lips met.

It was slow, gentle, and full of years we couldn’t get back.

I pulled away, breathless.

“Andreas…”

He smiled. “We’re not kids anymore. We don’t have to ask for permission.”

But guilt gnawed at me. “What would people say? Our kids? My grandkids?”

He shrugged softly. “Let them talk. We’ve earned this.”

Still, I wasn’t sure. Until something happened that changed everything.

Paula came to visit one afternoon. She found me in the kitchen humming while preparing a lemon pie, something I hadn’t done in years.

She watched me for a while before saying, “Mom… who is he?”

I froze. “What do you mean?”

“You’re smiling again. You’re dressing up. There’s light in your eyes. So… who is he?”

I laughed nervously. “Just an old friend. Someone I knew long ago.”

Paula nodded. “Well, I like her. This version of you.”

That night, I sat with a photo of Dominic. “I hope you’d understand,” I whispered. “You knew I was never really yours, didn’t you?”

A week later, Andreas invited me to a small cabin near Sebago Lake — a place he had bought after his divorce. We went fishing, played old records, and watched deer cross the snow-covered woods.

It felt like something stolen from time.

I expected everything to be perfect from then on. But life still had one twist waiting for us.

One evening, as we sat on the porch, he grew quiet. His hand trembled slightly.

“I need to tell you something,” he said.

My stomach tightened. “What is it?”

“I’ve been sick, Elena. The doctors found something in my lungs last spring. I’ve started treatment… but it’s not going well.”

I stared at him, stunned.

“I didn’t want to tell you right away. I just wanted… to have a little time with you without all the sadness.”

Tears welled up. “Why are you telling me now?”

“Because if I only have months left, I want to spend them with you. If you’ll have me.”

I threw my arms around him. “You’re not going anywhere. Not yet. We have more memories to make.”

And we did.

Over the next year, I took care of him. I drove him to appointments, sat beside him through long nights, read poetry like I used to in college.

He fought harder than anyone I’d ever known.

And against all odds, he got better.

In the spring, the doctor said the tumors had shrunk. Remission.

We celebrated with our kids and grandkids, who finally knew everything. To my surprise, they embraced Andreas with open arms.

“Mom,” Cristian said, “you gave Dad a good life. Now it’s your turn to have yours.”

The following summer, Andreas and I got married in a simple backyard ceremony.

No church. No tuxedos. Just our families, a few old friends, and a whole lot of joy.

I wore a light blue dress. He wore a navy blazer with a small sunflower pinned to his chest.

As we exchanged vows, I felt like I had waited my whole life for this moment.

Because I had.

Now, when we wake up in the morning, he reaches for my hand first. We still walk, still dance to old songs, and we laugh at how wrinkled we are.

But inside, I feel twenty again.

Looking back, I don’t regret the life I had with Dominic. It was real, and it had value. But love — the kind that stirs your soul — sometimes waits patiently in the shadows until the right time.

And sometimes, even after half a century, it comes back to you.

Life doesn’t always give you second chances. But when it does, take them. Love doesn’t age. It only grows deeper.

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