Nine days out from my due date, I pulled the shuttle van into our own lot at 1:20 in the morning and there he was again, folded up UNDER OUR STAIRS.
We were eighteen hundred and fifty dollars behind on the roof, so I was taking every overnight run dispatch would hand me.
He’d been down there FOUR NIGHTS. I’d walked past him on three of them.
That night his sleeve was dark from the elbow down and he was holding his arm in against his side like something had come loose in it.
I stopped.
“You need a doctor?” I said.
He took a long time looking up. “I need somewhere they’ll let me sit down.”
The side door takes two hands and my back paid for it.
“Front seat,” I said. “The heat only works up front.”
He smelled like wet cardboard and something sweeter under that, and I drove with my window cracked and didn’t apologize for it.
Otis chewed the corner off the passenger visor back in March and I still hadn’t taped it.
Eleven minutes across town, and NOT ONE WORD out of either of us.
At the walk-in on Fairmount he got out slow and then stood there holding my door open.
“Nobody stops,” he said. “Ray. In case anybody ever asks.”
“Shut the door,” I said. “You’re letting the cold in.”
Then home, and four hours of sleep with the television still on.
What woke me was engines, MORE THAN ONE, idling low right under the bedroom window.
Otis was already up on the sill with his tail flat.
I got two fingers into the curtain and moved it maybe AN INCH.
SIX BLACK SUVS NOSE TO TAIL down our whole street, wipers going on the wet leaves, every door shut.
Nobody got out.
And I stood there thinking about what I’d put in my van at one in the morning without asking a SINGLE QUESTION.
Rent was late.
The roof was still open to the weather and my phone was downstairs on the charger.
Then the buzzer, then boots coming UP OUR STAIRS.
Somebody knocked. ⬇️
The chain on the door
I put the chain on before I turned the knob. In two years in that apartment I had never once used it.
Two inches of hallway. Wet boots on the runner. A canvas coat I knew.
It was Ray. Right arm in a sling, the sleeve cut open past the elbow, tape and gauze under it, and somewhere between Fairmount and my landing he had shaved.
“I told them to park down the block,” he said. “They don’t listen.”
Behind him on the stairs stood two men in rain jackets, both of them taller than him, both looking at their boots like kids outside the principal’s office.
“Those are my sons,” Ray said. “They’ve been out four nights looking for me.”
I still had the chain on. I could hear my own breathing and I could hear the engines through the wall, six of them, not one shut off.
“They can wait outside,” I said.
“They can,” he said.
Then he looked past my shoulder at nothing, at my kitchen, and asked me a question I had not given him any way to know to ask.
“Is that tarp still on your roof?”
I hadn’t said one word to that man about the roof. Eleven minutes across town, and he knew.
The quote on the fridge
Here is what was under the tarp.
The second week of March a storm took the back slope of our roof, the part over the bedroom, and the landlord looked at it from the lot with his hands in his pockets for about ninety seconds. He said it was cosmetic. He said the word cosmetic twice, the second time slower, and then he got in his car.
The water came through the closet ceiling that Friday. Greg put a mop bucket in there and we listened to it all night, and in the morning I called Pruitt Roofing because everybody in this county calls Pruitt. My mother called them in 2006. It’s the truck you see at the light.
Three thousand nine hundred and fifty dollars for the back slope, tear-off and new decking where it was soft. We put down twenty-one hundred, which was the car fund and my last check from the hotel’s holiday bonus, and the balance came due at completion.
A crew of four came out on a Tuesday and stripped it to the boards. I made them coffee. The oldest one showed me a piece of decking that came apart in his hands like a wet magazine, and he said we’d caught it in time, and I felt like a person who had handled something.
They put a blue tarp over the open part and ran ratchet straps over the whole back of the house and told me they’d be back Thursday for the shingles.
Nobody came Thursday.
Nobody came the Thursday after that, and by then the estimate had moved off the counter and onto the fridge under the ultrasound magnet, where it stayed for six months, going yellow, with a signature on the contractor line in an old man’s handwriting.
R. Pruitt.
I read that signature maybe four hundred times without ever once reading it.
Wade’s voicemail
The office number goes to a man named Wade. He runs the scheduling and the billing, and after the fourth call he stopped being sorry and started being reasonable, which is worse.
“We’re booked out to spring,” he’d say. “You’re on the board. I’ve got you on the board.”
I have the call log. Eleven calls between the end of March and the middle of June, and here is the part that would make Greg put his fork down: the balance kept coming. Every month, a statement in a window envelope, eighteen fifty, for a job that was four boards and a piece of plastic. In May they added a late fee of forty dollars and I paid the forty dollars because I thought paying it would make me somebody they’d answer.
In June Wade said something I wrote down on the back of the envelope because I wanted it in his words.
“We can’t send a crew out to a job that’s not paid current.”
The balance was due at completion. It said so on the sheet on my fridge. I said that out loud to him, in my kitchen, with my hand on the counter, and he told me the office had a different system now.
Greg’s position was the loss. He works days at the parts warehouse on Ninth and he is not built for a fight that takes six months; he wanted us to eat the twenty-one hundred, get a second tarp, and start over in the spring with a different company.
“You’re going to make yourself sick over eighteen hundred dollars,” he said.
That number is the deposit on a place with a dry closet. That number is nine overnight shifts. I picked up every run dispatch would give me and I stopped bringing it up at dinner, which he took for agreement.
In July I drove out to the office myself on a Saturday, an hour each way, and stood in a gravel lot in front of a metal building with the blinds down and a magnet sign on the door that said BY APPOINTMENT. There were two black SUVs parked nose to tail against the fence, newer than anything I have ever sat in, and a boat.
I took a picture of the door for no reason. I still have it.
That was my fix and it fixed nothing. All it did was give Wade a thing to say the next time, which was that I’d come out to the yard and upset the office staff, and there was no office staff, there was a locked door and a boat.
By August I was driving the airport loop at two in the morning with my knees under the wheel and a folder in the door pocket with every invoice in it.
Night two
The first night I saw a shape under our stairwell I did not slow down. I went up and put the chain lock on the inside knob of my own thoughts, if that makes sense, and I told myself the lot had lights.
Night two I called the landlord.
He answered, which he never does for the roof. I said there was a man sleeping under the back stairs and he said he’d have somebody drive through, and then he said the line I have kept.
“Your roof’s your contractor’s problem, Heather. This one’s mine.”
Nobody drove through. There is no somebody. I watched the lot from the bedroom window for an hour and the only thing that moved was a raccoon getting into the recycling.
Night three I parked at the far end so I’d come up the front. I had a bag of pretzels from the hotel gift shop in my coat pocket and I walked past holding it, and I got to the top of the stairs and stood there with my hand on the rail, and I did not go back down. I want that written down too. Nine days out and I was scared of a shape.
The lot has four lights and two of them work. From the top of the back stairs you can see the whole thing, the dumpster, the recycling, the strip of grass the mower can’t reach, and the stairwell is the one place the light doesn’t land.
He never asked anybody for anything. That’s the thing that got into me. Four nights and no cup, no sign, no hand out. He was sitting up, not lying down, with his back against the block wall and his boots flat on the concrete.
Good boots. Clean ones, laced. I noticed that from the top of the stairs and I put it away somewhere and didn’t take it out again for four days.
Night four his sleeve was dark to the wrist.
The yellow carbon
I took the chain off.
I want to say I decided. What actually happened is my hand did it while he was still standing in the hallway, and then the door was open and there were two men on my stairs and my husband was already gone to the five o’clock shift.
Ray came in three steps and stopped. He didn’t sit. He looked at the ceiling of my kitchen, then at the closet door in the hall, the way a man reads a page.
“You’ve got a stain running the length of that joist,” he said. “That’s six months of it.”
“March,” I said.
“Who did the tear-off?”
I got the estimate off the fridge. The ultrasound magnet came with it and hit the floor and Otis went after it and I let him.
He took the sheet in his left hand and held it out at arm’s length the way older men do, and he stood in my kitchen at half past six in the morning in a sling and read the whole thing, both sides, the way nobody reads anything.
Then he put his finger on the contractor line.
“That’s my name,” he said.
“That’s your company.”
“No,” he said. “That’s my name. That’s my hand. I haven’t signed a sheet since the second week of March.”
The engines were still going outside. I remember the fridge kicking on.
He told me the rest standing up, in about nine sentences, because that is how much he had. His license number is what those trucks run on. In March he had a stroke on a scaffold in Millersburg, a small one, the kind that takes your handwriting and not your voice, and while he was learning to sign his name again with his other hand the office kept signing it for him. Wade pulled the crews off the small jobs and put them on the new construction out by the interchange, where the money comes in halves and comes fast, and the tarps went up and the statements kept going out.
“How many,” I said.
“With yours,” he said, “nine.”
He’d been going to them. That’s what a man does when they’ve taken the office away from him and left him the name on the paper. No truck, no phone that anybody answers, walking to the addresses on a list he wrote out himself in a handwriting he was still relearning, standing across the street from other people’s tarps at night because he could not stand to be looked at in the daytime.
“Four nights,” he said. “I was working up to knocking.”
Wade on the landing
Wade came up the stairs when his father didn’t come back down.
He filled the doorway. Rain jacket, PRUITT over the pocket, a phone in his hand the whole time like it might ring and save him, and he talked for what felt like a full hour and was probably eleven minutes. I have never in my life been talked at like that in my own hallway.
He said his father wasn’t well. He said it four different ways. He said the family had been going out of their minds for four nights, that they’d had the police in three townships, that his mother Sandra passed in 2019 and since then his dad had been going out to sit at job sites like a man who couldn’t be told the job was done.
He said the business had eleven people on it and payroll doesn’t care about anybody’s roof.
He said the small work doesn’t pay. He said the interchange contract was the only thing keeping the doors open and that anybody with a calculator would have made the same call.
He said, “Ma’am, if you’d just paid the balance current, you’d have been back on the board in a week.”
Ray was sitting down by then, on one of our kitchen chairs I’d carried out to the hall, and he hadn’t said a word since his son came up.
I got my folder out of the van’s door pocket. Six months of it, in order, because that is the one thing I am good at. I read Wade the March date, the tear-off date, the Thursday they didn’t come, and then I read him the eleven call dates and the forty-dollar late fee, and then I stopped, because there was nothing after that except the sound of my own kitchen.
He said the system flags balances automatically.
Then the second son came up the stairs. Curt. He’d been standing in the rain that whole time and his shoulders were black with it, and he said one sentence to his brother, the first thing out of him all morning.
“Nine, Wade.”
Wade told him to go wait in the truck.
“Nine roofs open,” Curt said. “I’ve been telling you since June. I’ll pull my trailer around Thursday and I’ll do this one myself.”
And Ray stood up out of that chair with one arm and got right in front of his oldest son, and he did not raise his voice, because he didn’t have the wind for it.
“Take my name off the paper,” Ray said. “Or put the crews back on it. You pick today.”
Wade looked at his phone. He looked at me, at the hallway, at the bucket still in the closet doorway with six months of ring in it, and I watched a man try to find the thing to say and come up empty in front of his father and his brother and a pregnant stranger in a bathrobe.
“The balance is closed out,” he said. “I’ll do the paperwork from the truck.”
“That’s not what he asked you,” Curt said.
Thursday, 1:20
Curt came Thursday with three men and a trailer, and Wade’s crew came the Thursday after that to do the two houses on Sixth Street and the one in Millersburg, and I don’t know what got said in that family in between and I have not asked.
Eight days later I pulled the van into the lot at 1:20 in the morning with my hands at the bottom of the wheel because the belly doesn’t allow for anything else now.
Headlights across the back of the building. New shingles, dark and flat and even, all the way up to the ridge, and the tarp folded into a square on top of the recycling bin with the ratchet straps coiled on top of it.
Nothing under the stairs. Somebody had swept the concrete out and hosed it, which nobody in this building has ever done.
I sat there with the engine running longer than I needed to.
Twenty-one hundred gone and not coming back, and the closet ceiling still has to be cut out and patched, and we’re two weeks behind on rent, and I drove nine overnight shifts I did not have in me. That’s the column that costs. The other column is a dry bedroom for a kid who gets here Tuesday if she’s polite about it.
Upstairs, Otis was on the sill with his tail down, watching the empty lot like he was waiting on somebody.
I got the roll of electrical tape out of the junk drawer and went back down and taped the chewed corner of that passenger visor, finally, six months late, sitting in the dark in my own parking lot at half past one in the morning.
Ray still comes by Thursdays. He sat in that front seat last week while I ran the airport loop, on account of he can’t drive yet, and he told me the decking they pulled off my house was original to 1974.
“You want it done right,” he said, “you park across the street and you look at it three nights.”
If this one stayed with you, send it on to somebody who’s been waiting six months for a contractor to come back.
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