The power had been out for days, and mold still curled up the drywall in slow, gray waves. Everyone was dealing with something—insurance, basements, funerals. But when I knocked on Solène’s door with extra blankets, she just blinked at me like I was a stranger.
She’d barely spoken since the flood. Fifteen, bone-thin, always in oversized jackets no matter the heat. The school counselor said she might open up with time. But time didn’t explain why she woke up screaming three nights a week, or why her shoes were always soaked even on dry days.
I only found the flashlight by accident. It was buried under her clothes, still crusted with dried river mud, the lens cracked. I clicked it on—just once—and the weak yellow beam stuttered against my wall like a dying heartbeat. That’s when she froze in the doorway.
She didn’t yell. Didn’t even flinch. Just looked at it like it was a ghost.
“I need that back,” she whispered.
So I handed it to her. And that’s when she told me. Not everything—just one name.
“His name was Mr. Avila. He used to play chess at the library. I couldn’t leave him.”
I sat down hard on the edge of the bed. That was the first time I realized…
She hadn’t just survived the flood.
She’d walked through hell carrying someone else.
And the next thing she said—about what happened before they made it to the hilltop—still wakes me up at night.
“It was already too late when I got back to the bridge,” she said, sitting cross-legged on the carpet like the weight of her story had finally collapsed her. “The current had shifted. The sidewalk was gone. But I knew he’d still be inside.”
I didn’t interrupt. Just waited.
“He couldn’t hear well. And he was in that little room in the basement with the chess sets and the paperbacks. The water was already over my waist. I used the flashlight to signal, just like he taught me.”
Her voice broke a little, but she kept going.
“I banged on the metal shelf, and I heard him—barely. He was coughing. The water had pushed books everywhere. One of the filing cabinets had floated loose and pinned the door shut.”
I tried to imagine it. The girl in front of me, barely more than skin and bones, shouldering her way through chest-high floodwater in pitch darkness. It was easier to pretend she was exaggerating. But the mud on the flashlight, the tremor in her voice—those things didn’t lie.
“He told me to go,” she whispered. “But I couldn’t. I just… couldn’t.”
There was a long pause, broken only by the faint creak of the wind outside.
“I found a crowbar in the janitor’s closet. Got the door open. He was so cold, but he was smiling. Said, ‘I knew you’d come back, kiddo.’”
Tears spilled down her cheeks then, silent and steady. I handed her a tissue, and she nodded without looking up.
“We made it out. Or we tried to.”
She stopped. Looked at the flashlight in her lap like it might finish the sentence for her.
“By the time we reached the parking lot, the water was up to his chest. I was swimming beside him, holding his hand. But then… then this fence came loose, floating like a sheet of knives. It knocked me under. When I came up—he was gone.”
Her breath hitched.
“I looked. I screamed. But he was just… gone.”
I swallowed hard. “How did you get to the hilltop?”
She looked at me, eyes bloodshot but clear. “I kept the flashlight above the water the whole time. Like a beacon. I thought maybe he’d see it. I walked. Swam. Crawled. Until I saw people.”
I didn’t know what to say. No one did, really. Everyone assumed she’d just gotten lucky. That she’d been swept along like so many others. No one imagined she’d fought her way through that flood to save someone else. And lost him anyway.
That night, I made us both grilled cheese. She didn’t say much, but she didn’t retreat into her room either. That was new.
The next few days, she kept the flashlight in her hoodie pocket like a talisman. Teachers tried not to notice. Kids stared. Some whispered. But Solène moved like someone who didn’t care anymore what people thought.
A week later, she came to me with an idea.
“I want to fix the library,” she said. “The basement’s ruined, but the chess boards… maybe they’re still okay.”
I said I’d help, of course. Who wouldn’t?
What I didn’t expect was how many others showed up. First it was just her and me. Then two kids from the chess club brought gloves and a toolbox. Then Ms. Tran from the front office came with plastic bins. And by the third weekend, we had twelve people pulling mud-soaked shelves out into the sun.
Every Saturday, Solène showed up early and stayed late. She found Mr. Avila’s nameplate half-buried behind a waterlogged desk. Cleaned it. Nailed it back on a new door upstairs.
She didn’t talk much about him. But once, while we scrubbed mold off a rescued chessboard, she said, “He used to let me win. But only when I needed to.”
The day we reopened the library’s main floor, she stood beside Ms. Tran and cut the ribbon with a pair of gardening shears. A local reporter came, asked if she wanted to be quoted. She just smiled and said, “It’s not about me.”
But everyone knew. It was about her.
That could’ve been the end of it. A quiet kind of healing. But Solène had other plans.
“There are still people missing,” she told me one evening. “The river took them. But maybe there’s something left. Something their families can hold.”
So she started organizing search walks. Not recovery missions—just small groups walking along the riverbanks after storms, looking for photo albums, jewelry, anything that might’ve been carried miles away and buried in silt.
She called them “memory walks.”
People laughed at first. Said it was pointless. But then someone found a gold pendant with an engraving—For Mamma, Love CJ—and it made the front page of the local paper. Turns out CJ had been three years old when the flood took him and his mom.
His aunt came to pick up the pendant. Hugged Solène so tightly, I thought they’d both fall over.
By that winter, the walks had grown. High schoolers came for extra credit. Retirees brought metal detectors. The riverbanks became less about grief and more about remembrance.
Solène even started a memory wall in the new library—an old corkboard pinned with returned items and the stories behind them. A water-stained wedding photo. A class ring from 1979. A dog tag. The cracked lens from a flashlight.
She didn’t say it was hers. Just pinned it up quietly one morning and walked away.
The twist, though, came months later.
It was late spring, and we were helping organize a flood preparedness talk at the town hall. Solène was passing out flyers when a man walked in, slow and limping, with a cane and a scar across his cheek.
He spotted the flashlight on the memory wall and froze.
“That yours?” he asked, voice scratchy.
Solène turned, eyes narrowing. Then widening. “Mr. Avila?”
He nodded.
I nearly dropped the clipboard.
He’d been rescued downstream, unconscious, with no ID. Months in a rehab center under a Jane Doe listing because the water had washed away everything. They hadn’t connected him to the town.
“I kept the light up,” she said, voice cracking.
“I saw it,” he whispered. “Thought it was a dream. Kept trying to follow.”
They hugged like time hadn’t passed. Like the flood had just ended yesterday. It was the first time I saw Solène truly cry—not from grief, but from joy.
Mr. Avila moved back into town that summer. He volunteers at the library now, teaching chess again. Solène still walks the riverbanks, though less often. She says it’s not about finding things anymore. It’s about remembering what we’ve already found.
And maybe that’s the point.
Some people survive disasters by luck. Others by grit. But Solène? She walked back into the flood when she could’ve walked away. She carried more than herself to higher ground.
Her story wasn’t just about loss—it was about what we choose to carry, even when it’s heavy.
So if you’ve ever felt like no one sees what you’ve been through—maybe someone is watching your light in the dark. Maybe they’ll follow it home.
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